Oh natural dad you gather me as your oldest child with so much Love, Attention in my childhood, Oh how I couldn’t wait till you came home at the front door waiting on my natural dad, you’ll take me to the store, put me on your back, take me to the park and I’ll watch you play basketball, Oh how I loved my natural dad
But at 7 yrs old you left me , But my heart is ache, But my heart was in pain, Oh natural dad how could you leave me, Oh natural dad how could forsake me? Your child yearns for you, Your child has an attitude, Your child feels hopeless, Your child feel not worthy, Oh my natural dad do you know I don’t smile anymore, I don’t enjoy life as a kid, I don’t speak up, I hold every feelings in, Oh natural dad I’m a teenager now, I heard you married now, I heard you have a daughter. Oh natural dad do you know the mess I’m in, do you know that I look up to a man (boyfriend) to replace you my natural dad, do you know His not nice, His low self-esteem, did you know His control, disrespectful and sometimes he hits me, Oh natural dad how I needed you, Oh natural dad all the bad choices I’ve made. Too long I’ve been holding it in, Too long I’ve been rejected, Too long I haven’t saw you, did you know I have a step dad and his good to our family and make sure our family is okay and treat mom good, but natural dad did you know my heart won’t let me get close to him, Oh natural dad a change is Coming!
Oh spiritual dad how I need you, I’ve lost it all, my ex husband forsake me, I don’t have any money to pay bills, I’ve try to own my own business but it fell, Oh spiritual Abba I’m crushed, I’m hurt, no one to call, no one to help me but You. Please help me I’m on the bathroom floor and the enemy trying to tell me take my life, I’m not worthy, I’m not nothing. My child I’ll never leave you nor forsake you Get Up! Oh my, Oh my, you are real, I heard your voice I couldn’t see you but I heard your voice, His real, Jesus is alive. I’m getting up off the floor I’m wiping my tears, I feel my energy. My God is with me, He will never leave me nor forsake me. God’s got me, oh what’s going to happen now. I’ve slept for a couple days and pray for help. Trying to be strong with the Lord’s help as I raise my daughter.
There’s a knock at the door, I wonder who is it, I wonder who could it, be.. looking through the peephole oh man why is He here God, I didn’t call him, how did he know where I live, I’m so upset and angry with him. God! As I open the door my natural dad is here….